I keep telling myself I'm doing this for you.
So that you'll be better off.
So that you can live happily ever after.
Without me in your way.
I'm trying to convince myself it's for the better.
That I need to let go.
But I keep holding on.
I know that I need you.
And that without you I am nothing.
But I want you to be happy.
I don't care about my happiness.
I just need you to be okay.
I need you to be without me.
So you can see all the time you wasted.
All of this was just another lost cause.
Things would be better for you.
I know they would be.
You could see it to if you look at the long view.
I know I could convince you to leave me behind.
I don't think I could do it positivly,
But I could still do it.
Once again I break.
Trying to avoid you.
And everything that has to do with you.
All so you'll see that you're better off.
Happier without me here.
But I always crawl back to you.
Just for one last view.
