She thought that life will now be fine,
she found someone who makes her laugh, smile,
and shows that he cares,
but still she sits, in her mind and still isn't happy,
when will she be happy?
when her world ends..
or just when self destruction cames back?
She feels the guilt that lives with in,
Shes nervous,
She is holding it all in,
she cant seep back into the way she used to be,
she don't wanna lose what she has built up,
She had reached outta the darkness a while ago,
She separated from death,
She still has those thoughts,
but she is slowly being divided from each world,
she is being pulled both ways,
The thing that keeps her from really diving back into the darkness,
is a dream,
A dream so deep in her heart nothing can disturb it,
Its a life long dream that has always been there,
just never paid attention to,
but now it has taken control,
Love, trust and strength is more powerful then the dark can ever be,
it is no match for that dream of life,
no match for the fate,
That boy who makes her laugh, smile, and feel what she never thought could happen,
will be her Saviour,
her knight in shiny Armour,
he will slave the dragon that is the darkness,
He will bring her to a save place, and her life will be complete,
true and real.
Well she hopes...
