I love how I'm not perfect
And neither are you
I love how I'm sometimes wrong
Just like you
I love how I express myself
And the way you do the same
I love the way we are together
And that you like me for me
I love how your hand always finds mine
And how you love it when it does
I love the way you kiss me
How you always get it right
I love the way we talk
Bout anything at all
I love how you make me smile
Over the smallest things
I love even more how you make me laugh
By doing the stupidest things
I love the way you care
And your little ways of showing it
But...
I hate what you're telling me
It's hurting me so much
I hate the way you can't even look at me
Like you don't even care
I hate the way I walk away
And pretend it don't hurt, when really I'm dying
I hate the way you're holding her
Right in front of me
I hate the way that everyone's talking about it
Like they know what's going on
I hate the fact they probably do
And I don't know anything at all
I hate what's happening
It wasn't meant to be like this
I hate that we're failing
After we tried so hard
I hate the fact I forgive you
After you were so cruel
But most of all
I hate myself
...
for still loving you