What is wrong with me

What do I have to look forward to
everything in my life gone nothing to do
I'm suffocating in this life of mine
there is nothing left and I'm not fine

my world is turning faster upside down
I hate more people and i have sworn to frown
my friend are there but hiding in fear
nothing to look forward to I shed a tear

I should be happy nothing bad happened to me
my i feel this pain thats eating me can't you see
this emotional pain thats grinding into my heart
feels like i have nothing left in the world of art

some put there pain aside I use mine with a blade
I cut to erase the pain scars remain and never fade
this pain I feel remains and never begins to heal
this horrible pain annoys me for it is so real

what have I done to make my life crazy and insane
this blood in me pores over me like the drenching rain
the red droplets of blood falls down on me everyday
can not but say what the hell is wrong with me i can't stay

I can't stay in this world of destruction and hate
everything is twirling getting worst its too late
I can not face what this future might bring
people are fighting consulting with everything

what is wrong with the world whats wrong with me
I'm struggling with everything loosing who i want to be
I'm loosing my friends,family and my greatest passion
my brain has turned to the state of depression

yes I'm the state of depression as you can see
but there must be something more troubling me
I'm falling into cracks my skin begins to bleed
I stand up but i keep falling i just can not succeed

I end my happiness with a not of a sad girls face
when i try I end up bleeding there is nothing in the place
why keep trying any more all i can do is fail
there is nothing left is the girls fairy tale

life is happy life is rough is sounds a bit like me
but the thing is i can't be happy this i agree
happiness that turns into the pool of sadness
I sit and breath and think everything lifeless

everything has froze animals people in time
whats to know in the punishment of crime
the punishment of people wishing to die
there is nothing left for me but to cry

so why be you when the punishment is on me
why be true if there is nothing left to be

I want to melt down and cry all over you
there is nothing left to be nothing else to do

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