When you look at me, all you see is smiles. I laugh, i joke, i can talk for miles. But Thats all a front, simply a mask i wear. No one seems to really see it, even those who I know care. Sometimes theres days when i wonder if its all worth it, If The pain i endure can be covered with my sharp wit. No One can tell by looking that sometimes for no reason i cry, that my first thought in the morning sometimes is "can this day hurry up and go by?" Have you ever been surrounded by plenty of people you know love you, and yet you feel so alone like you can yell and scream, and no one would notice regardless what you do? Well for me, thats a feeling that I constantly feel, damn, for total and complete happiness, I would kill.
