This is the pain that I feel
the pain inside is just too real
when will it end?
I'm starting to unbend.
sometimes i think to die
no body ever hears my cry!
I wish this pain would just go away
theres nothing i can ever say
Please God just finish it off for me
I'm hurting so much cant u see?
nothing ever seems to be right
this is the life i have to fight.
the thoughts that go through my head
are ones that cannot be easily said
all i do is pray for happiness
but it doesn't work, all i get is sadness
this is the depression that i feel
i don't say a word, my lips are sealed
all of these tears that I've cried
these are the ones i wish i had died
who is this little girl trapped inside of me?
why cant i find her? God let her be free!!!
I've cried for so long, I've tried to be strong.
I've tried so hard but I'm not going very far.
I'm gonna go crazy, I'm gonna lose my mind,
this little girl I'm trying to find.
i think I'm gonna go take my life away...
no wait...hold on I'm gonna stay.
I've tried to be happy, but my life is too crappy.
theres nothing that I'm living for
so my life soon became a bore.
i tried to give you my heart
but you just tore it apart.
you said you were sorry and wanted it back,
and i was too stupid and took you back
all you did was hurt me some more
so now death is the only cure.
could i take a knife and just take away my life,
or maybe a blade to slit my wrist...
a bullet to my head,
while I'm laying in my bed
could be the way for me...
this is the pain that i feel,
the pain inside is just too real..
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