My Weakness;; Your Fault

Why should I believe,
anything you say,
you knew how I'd perceive,
and that I'd cry day after day;

You knew I'd break,
it'd just be a matter of time,
through all the games you'd play,
and those fake personalities I couldn't deny;

Stuck with an emotional mess,
heaped onto my weak shoulders,
and with my last gasping breath you've acthieved your success,
the nights would only grow colder;

Broken and alone many times before,
you'd never lend so much as a helping hand,
my lonely heart is torn,
but I won't give in, but I can't withstand;

Diminish my strength, my hope, my dreams,
and announce that you don't care,
but this is where I can't believe,
where I wish I could say I'm aware;

I'll fall for your facicious hearts,
neglect to notice you're not really there,
I'll attempt to deny trust, and give myself another start,
but even then, I'll only wish I didn't care.