Oppisite World

In a different world there's a girl, just like me but different. She has courage to meet a guy. Grades that meet the sky. But not I.
I am a screw up. I cant find myself a love or past a lie. She never would say I hate myself when i say it frequently. May be if we all could find our oppisite we would be happy and complete. But if thier perfect they would be hard to beat..
I will Cheat. Out of LIFE. Out of LOVE. My soul will fly like the wings of a dove. Tonight everything will be set right. When I am gone my perfect oppisite will fill in, and all i thought of doing this was for him..
BANG.