Don't look for me

I cannot say
How I feel for you
I don't even know
If I love you, too

I don't think about feelings
I don't think about love
To me it lost all meanings
From being hurt and lost

Don't look for me
I'm lost in the dark
My wrists still bleed
From this broken heart

But this heart can still love
At least I think it can
From all of its musts
From love, I should be banned

Please don't care for me
Cause I don't want to hurt you
Please don't listen to the screams
Cause thats all I'll ever do