Bittersweet

This is my death
my bittersweet song
that I have been singing
my whole life long.

My feeling trickles out
of the slits in my arm
temporary relief
works just like a charm.

Sitting in a bath of crimson desires
the burning i feel
is a raging hot fire.

I'm bleeding, crying, screaming
dying, falling, twitching.
My heart is like a lead balloon,
dragging me down to meet my doom.

As the feeling in my fingertips starts to fade,
I close my eyes and release all my pain.

When I opened my eyes for my last glimpse of life,
you were the one,
that greeted my eyes.

I smiled at you weakly
as you fell to your knees
tears filled your eyes
as you whispered out "please."

I slowly reached out ant took your hand in mine
then I said weakly
"I haven't got time."

His hand tight with mine
he squeezed it so tight
and held me so gently,
all through the night.

As my eyelids grew heavy
I heard myself say
the words I had thought of
every single day.

"I..love...you...."
were my last parting words.

"I love you to!"
you cried out
but it was already to late
for I had already
met with my fate.

This was my death
the bittersweet song
that I had been singing
my while life long.