I walked Away

I walked away
I didn't see her
But there she will lay
Until my life becomes a blur

She haunts me in my sleep
She never lets me weep
Breaking my fingers and toes
I can barely take the blows
Sweating blood from my head
I'lll sit there and forever I have bled

She'll never go away
Life is what I will end up using to pay
My eyes will never close
The hate,
It really shows

I put a gun to my head
I guess I wish that I was dead
But before I pull the trigger
A vision kept getting bigger
I looked into thin air
Then I turned around and she was there

She grips the gun in her hand
Her being I cannot stand
I don't murder myself dead
She does it instead