I use to think i can always rely on my best friend. i use to think my best friend would never lie to me. i was wrong.
she was doing something stupid, me and her other friend told her to stop. she was doing something dangerous, me and her other friend told her to stop. we thought she listened to us... we were wrong.
me and her other friend talked. we thought and thought. we figured something out. our friend lied to us. and tricked us.
i always thought we had this connection. i always thought i'm never going to lose my best friend. i don't know if i'm wrong. i don't know if i'm right. but i do know is something changed.
everyone changes. everything changes. i changed. and i use to think the people around me changed. i was wrong.
it was me who changed. but now i see that this changing thing is something really crazy... it can screw up lives. it can mess up friendships. that's what it did to me.
my best friend changed. into something. something other then herself. i don't know what had happened.
i don't know how to change it. i don't think i can aquaint to it. i don't know if i'm losing my best friend.
i hope something else would change. like my way of seeing her. like her way of lying. like my way of being a good friend. and like her way of being my friend... i don't know what happened. i just hope everything will go back to where it was.
