So Lonely

So lonely
By myself
Curled up in a corner
No where to cry
No where speak

My life is out of control
And i'm terried of it
No one islistening when
I am speaking
I am invisible to everyone around me.

Am I too young?
Or am I too old?
No matter what
Idon't make a match
With anyone with me

I'm in the corner
So lonely
By myself
I'm in the dark
With pictures around me

Pictures of old friends and family
Pictures of people that I used
To connect with before I became
A dismatch, before I became
The monster

Now I'm in the dark
In a corner
So lonely
By myself
With only memories and nothing else.