Losing You Again

I try my best to hold tightly,
To everything I remember of you.
But you drifting from my memory,
holding on is getting harder to do.
I said you'd be with me forever,
An honest promise that I made.
but i can't hold on any longer,
Im getting stronger as you fade.
Maybe I should have tried harder,
or is it the things you've done to me?
Honest, kind and caring.
Were these things that hard to be?
I loved you in spite of everything,
all the pain and misery.
and it feels like I'm losing you all over again,
and sadly I'm feeling free.