Scared and Confused

Even though your no longer in my life
your still causing sadness and strife
for the way you treat me i cannot trust
even with this great sense of beautiful lust

you told me you love me and you always would
and i loved you as much as i possible could
you said no one could ever take my place
these are all the lies that i had to face

i told you to leave me b4 i got hurt
but i just kept letting you treat me like dirt
even after you tore my heart in two
i still had the decency to forgive you
but you messed with my head
will all the things you said

so now here i await my mystery fate
not knowing if i should love or if i should hate
my heart is lonely my fears are strong
I'm just hoping this confusion wont last to long