Why Live....

Brokenly i sit here
finishing this cut
looking at the others
the ones that have been shut

Wanting just to leave
something holds me back
don't know why i stay here
thinking of my past

The pain it never stops
the cuts they never heal
no one really loves me
they don't know how i feel

Continuously I'm hurt
over and over again
i hate that i am smiling
for this smile is pretend

Eating so much food
then throwing up that crap
trying to be skinnier
cuz i think im so fat

I don't know where to go
i don't know what to do
but i have reached the moment
where i say goodbye to you