What should i do

Should i
listen too your reqest
and juss throw away my life
and die?

should i
give up
and stop fighting
let you win
like you wanted in the end!

should i
juss slit my wrist
let the blood
trickel to my lifes at end

should i
take this knife
and stab it throught
the heart you made hard to work!

should i
juss make it fast
or should i
cut and make it last?

in the end
im asking you
do you want me to live
or my life to be througt