True hatred

I hate feel all diffrent ways but i guess that just the way i am and no one can change that, for its deep inside of me.

I know what i am feeling i know where its coming from but i dont know how to tell you.

I hate feeling everything you make me feel this way all the lies and betrays it all just ends up hurting eveyone that you didnt want to it .

The people you tried to protect in the begining but nothing ends the way you wanted it too.

I wish i had no hate, no love, no peace not a single feeling because the pain, even now day in and day out i dont know how i made it by becauses all the time i just want to cry and everything to be ok but its not it will never be that way....