I have a secret

I have a secret that i can not say its very hard to keep it in
Trust me it isn't worth the pain
I have always wanted to tell people about the little secret that i hold but I'm scared they will hate me or think that i am wrong.
I never once told a soul until this day..
I kept telling my self i wasn't going to tell but it just came out
i told everyone my secret love for you and they all did what i thought they all stared at me like i was dumb
a looked at there faces and my body went numb i didn't know what to say i just stared at my thumb
They thought i was stupid for loving you because of what they thought you would do but i didn't care you knew i loved you and i knew you loved me but the secret we once had is now free.. i am scared of losing you but you cant know that so now thats going to be my secret and you will never know........