Don't tell me you know me
I don't even know myself anymore
Hold our friendship close
And never let it go
Cause I can't give you anything more
I'm a liar, and I'm a cheater
Lately I've been emotional numb
With only one exception, depression
Is the thing I can feel
The only one
And how can I be mad at them
For the very same things I do
Am I that hypocritical
I've done all of those things
And even more than that too
I've been broken, and I've been torn
And just to sad to care
All my emotions are getting mixed together
I don't even know who I can trust
I don't know who's always gonna be there
All these feeling mix into depression
And all I can do is wait
wait for it to all get better
I'm praying it happens soon
Before it's all to late
In my eyes
Love and Hate go hand and hand
When -forever- only lasts a month
Love is meaningless
Nothing goes as you planned
Crying and Happiness
Are also the same
The only things that make me happy
Make me cry everyday
It's just part of their game
My eyes have lost their glow
It's clear I've let myself go
But those who are blind can't see the real me
For I smile and laugh like it's all okay
I don't want them to know
