I just dont

If you were me
You would see the death words on my tee
and all the pain that's coming out, out of me

I'm not the girl I used to be
The pain is building up inside of me
I just wanna die
I just really don't know why

I was so used to being happy
But now, now I just don't really know how

*I wrote this after my bf of a year broke up with me and started to date a girl 4 minutes later...so much for loving me haha