None to Share

I want to call you
But afraid of fallowing shame
Questions soon arise
Will you feel the same

Are these things I write
True and honest to the heart
Or make believe things
The will never start

I worry when I'm around you
That what I say and do
Won't be taken the right
Not how I meant them to

But what I feel I cannot tell
Because even I don't know
Thoughts invading my concentration
Thought to strong to show

Could they be honest thoughts though?
Things buried deep inside me
And if they lie there
What else could there be?

Lost in my own confusion
I've forgotten to state my point
To say that if I told you my heart
I'd die... so I can't

But why am I making this so big?
Its realy not all that bad
Everytime I think I have figured it out
I realize I hadn't so I am mad

So if I sharred with you today
The words of confusion here
It really wouldn't do me any good
Becuase you would have none to share

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COPYWRITE Karen Simpson