What will come next?

A good Catholic girl
saying prayers since she was 3
Finally blocks out everything
but piercing profanity

Always asked God the
right thing to so
nothing she asked was answered
So a few words were threw

The people that meant
the most to her have
finally been blown away
She doesnt hear anything but

"Get the hell away"

So for that she gets upset
Although she knows
she is as strong as a rock
But at times that rock is in shock

The next day she is fine
says sorry to God
says sorry to her friends
For that night she had lost her mind

She worries still of the next day
She worries in the back of her head
What is God
Going to bring to her next?

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I dont put my work in the religon section because I dont like to write on that type of topic. Thanks for reading anyway.