Why?

Why did you leave me?
Why couldn't you stay
You made a few mistakes
But doesn't everyone?

I loved you so badly
But that wasn't enough
You still had to leave me,
To leave us

I hated you for that
I hated you so bad
But I know now why
Why you had to leave

God gave you to us
But now he needs you back
You did your job,
Now it's time to leave
Time to go back home

Promise me you'll be there
Waiting for me to join you
There in heaven where you truely are
Looking down on us and wondering

I imagine you at night
Smiling over us all,
Knowing secrets that no one else can
Knowing where we're going before even we do

I love you, always have and always will
I know you know this but still I wonder
Do you love me, do you care
Are you my gardian angel saving me from harm?

Always remembered and always loved
You may be gone but you're still in our hearts
Why didn't we get a goodbye
Why didn't we get a sorry?

You took your life
Under God's say so
You needed to go back home
To be back with the angels, where you belonged.