Ice Cold

Dark days cloud my life
pushed to the limit
I'm ready to break
built up
for what?
for just another let down
for a broken heart
for nights of crying myself to sleep
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm just sick of it
and I want out
I don't want to live life like this
I'm tired of being alone
ready to burst into tears at anytime
my heart is cold as ice
a hard outer covering
shielding me with all its might
from the reality
of hurt and pain
I don't want to open up to any guy
I'm afraid of heartache
I have this feeling of emptiness
that I'm all alone, with no one
no one who really understands me
or understands what
I'm going through
but I guess I'll get by
with an ice cold heart
thats freezing over with eternal pain
falling into a dark black empty hole