Let it last forever

I've tried to stay strong,
but it's been much too long.
I need you at my side,
your that one that comes
once in every lifetime.
I love you,
that's for sure.
The love we shared was so true,
why'd you throw it away?
You wasted 4 months in one day.
I was left speechless.
There's nothing I could say.
It's been a month since then.
I'm with someone else,
but it's to you my love I send.
I hate pretending your just my friend.
Your so much more,
My heart is left sore.
I know you loved me,
but then why did we end.
Without you my life is incomplete.
There's just something missing.
You seem fine,
but then again so do I.
Is it a lie?
I pretend to laugh,
when I really feel my heart
broken in half.
I say I don't cry anymore,
but every night I cry a storm.
Hopefully, yours is also just a show,
just so no one will know.
I hope we get back together,
and this time let it last forever.