The lump in my thoart rises as i hold back these tears
i wish you were here so i could hold you near
you may not care for me as i care for you
you may say i dont care
but if you stopped for a single second to see my pain
you would see the things i suffer from
you would know that all the things that went bad was because the burden was too much
and you weren\'t there
even though you said you would be
i cried all the time
and as i slept i screamed your name
woke up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night
praying for you to come back
wanting you there for me to hold
and tell you my problems
wishing i could call
praying to see your face
holding back tears
and drowning in the pain within
but you didnt care
you wouldnt even look at me
being so close
but seeming so far
wishing,praying,hoping for just one more day to prove my love
to open my heart for you to see all the things iv suffered
the pain that it brings not having you near
rememebring the way you laughed,smiled,&kissed my pain away
how just one look in your eyes made everything fade from my mind
and washed all my pain and worries away
