The pain within is killing me
slowly and painfully
knowing your not here
knowing you dont care
my stomach hurts
theres a burning empty feeling all thoughout my chest
something in the back of my throat as i choke back the tears
i try to withstand the pain
to hold myself together
telling myself to be strong
that i cant break down
that i have to let go
pleading within for you to return
knowing we were meant to be
going insane but still pulling myself together
trying my hardest to keep it inside
for it not to show
but everyone knows
even though no one cares
im left alone
with this pain never ceasing to kill me from within
feeling ever so lonely as i reach out and no ones there
as i cry tears of blood
and take a blade to my flesh
nothing makes it stop
im just lost without you
and the pain killing me
i dont know what to do
as i lay here wishing for you
secretly begging for you to return
and not knowing what to do
***this is a bad one and not as deep as i wanted it to be***
