Truth of Lies

Tears no longer fall
I dont really say a word
Pretending of all hopes
Repeating beats of the heart
All really being skipped
Never knowing whats of this
Whats to say since all is lost
Your hand I wish to hold
Every moment just sad,
Happy memories.
All things wishing to be done
Things left without true words
Thought letting go was good for you
Thought Id really be over you
Lies consume my vains
If I cant have you
I want no one at all
Although my heart flowes another
Doesnt change what you hold
Many different things
My heart
My will
My body
My soul...
Most important
My hand
The hand I wish for you to hold
Get down and pledge to me
Your undevoted love
So whats really true
With all thats happening
Its hard holding on
When all I want is you to hold
And for us to be one
Really whats true
Is that I still love only you
So no matter what my words
Whats really in my heart
Is what we share
Im scared of losing you
So tried to let go
Not speaking the truth
whats really ment to be
Is soul mates
Brought together by Destiny
Yet also pulled back by fate
Until a certain time
When all will be right again
I wont lose hope
As long as you dont lose faith

*with all I am, I still only want one girl...I just cant believe she forgot that in the beginning I told her Id never let her no about true feelings...but it wasnt smart...I still only want you Cheyanne*