Forbidden Words

Destined to love,
but not be loved.
My soul has darkened,
what was once from above.

Broken, shattered,
torn apart...
I thought I could trust you...
but we fell apart...

What happened?
What did I do?
Im so sorry Im not perfect,
I\'d do anything for you...

My first poem,
of a broken heart of mine...
But, knowing myself,
this is also the last time.

Trust is a concept,
Im only familiar with if broken.
This is the unshed tears of my heart,
being wrote, and never spoken.

Belive me when I say,
I did to you once too..
Betrayal with belief and trust,
Was unexpected from you.

You said I was great,
loveable to see...
Now I laugh
in my own misery...

I cant believe how foolish I was
to believe the shit you said...
But Im even more so foolish
to have my skin stained crimson red...

Although I tried to cry,
I couldnt shed a single tear..
I know deep down I loved you..
and that was my worst fear...

But now its nothing more
than a moment of my past..
But now I fear the future romances..
Because my first, will be unsurpassed....

I felt your pain
even though you seemed blank...
and you felt mine,
when my last ray of light sank....

So now this is goodbye.
This was our...final night...
Just know my forbidden words...
\"I Love you\", and it felt so right...