Confused and begging for pleasure

I try to understand you but you leave me questioning.

you get so wrapped up in it. that you dont see what your doing.

dont you think its time,

to fix this and make it worth trying.

i hope you realize,

that im inside im dieing

because i need someone to see. that i need to find the real reason,

that its good to be me.

leaving this world,

by suicidal pain.

will not prove a thing,

there will be nothing to gain.

so ill wait by the door step,

and wait for you to open your eyes.

and ill let you see,

i need you more then you could ever believe.

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