My son i love you so very much

I cant any longer hold back my tears,my son i love you very much,when i hear your voice i cry and tremble,a deep feeling which rivals the love god has for us.even more so.i am your father my heart and soul cry out do not do this to me my god,have pity upon me my lord i have seen your holy spirit,bringing comfort to the hearts of many.allow me to have my son,my little boy who i have grown to love so very much,oh dearest god bring him back to me the toys and little cars and toy soldiers have no child ,my heart is one empty hole,my love my little son is gone back to the ground ,