The feeling of being alone
never gets old
and i try to move on with a new start
my bags are packed
and I'm ready to go to show
that I'm not here for long
i've got my ticket and my passport
and i get ready to have a fresh start
packing bags
saying goodbyes to places and people wh have made me
new friends to meet
new places to see
i may lose my own feet
and i want to flee
trying to forget the sadness
today it seems that it's the 21st day
it's the second month
and it's not wet
but it's raining
and when i stand its pouring
today is the day when we first loved
but that was a long time ago
and i wanted to forget
and when i was looking
over the old stuff
i came across of the memories
you left behind
the photos, cinema stubs and the restaurant bills
i can't believe that i couldn't forget
and i have to admit i love you still
i knew your love for me fade
and we haven't been talking since
so i guess i lose my sense
some memories sweet
you were my first love
you changed my life
but the memories of your goodbye
makes me so sad
and i just break down and cry
it's been a few months now
haven't really moved on
still all alone
but new friends keep my mind off you
and I've hardly thought about you
so i guess i drink too much
sometimes to get away
sometimes to bring you back again
packing my bags once again
on holiday to somewhere hot
but funny thing is today is the 2nd day
of the 10th month
and it's day you said goodbye
and i wonder why
still no closure ever since
but as i get my bag open
once again i stumble upon the memories
and once i again i remember about you
but i can't lie i guess and i never forgot
so i wanted to forget
can you blame me
i wanted to leave you behind
but you keep on coming back
i haven't seen you for so long
and i will never see you again
but in the back of my mind
you are always there
so i wanted to forget
can you blame me
and sometimes i wonder where you are
are you alone like me
or is someone holding you tight
and doing you right
and doing the things that i use to do
if so he better be good to you
or i will be there if you called
but i don't know i will never know
not to sure if i want to reach the phone
it may make it worse to know that me and you are too late
so i wanted to forget
can you blame me
and i remember your friends said
that you won't forget me
so i wonder if you start to regret
so i wonder if you wanted to forget
so i wonder if you wish we never met
but i think you lie when you do
as i was your first too
so i wanted to forget
can you blame me
do you think that i never meant anything to you
and you are so beautiful
and i wish you were nothing to me
but that would be denying who i am
and who i want to be
i wish that you could be beside me
when i can't sleep at night
so i wanted to forget
can you blame me
but it seems i can't forget
and that you changed my soul
and i will remember you
until i forget to live until i forget to love
and i hope that you remember me
remember us and all we use to be
when you remember the ones you loved
please remember i was the first in your heart
