Drowning deep into my tears
longing for what we always have had
not a word
not a reason
just silence
I'm alone now
invisible, not here
I'm slowly dying
tearing away from the earth
feeling sorrow and displacement
no longer loved
no longer joyed
Just thrown into the lake tied up
only left to breath the water
only left to die
as you take that last breath
its a breath of hope
a breath of wonder
wondering why
hoping to stay alive
you fight the water
trying to come to the surface
but you just keep sinking
watching the light disappear
watching your life disappear
