Have you ever?

Have you ever lived my life?
spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
you judge me as you do

have you ever woken up one morning wondering if this was your last day on earth?

have you ever left your house unsure if ud return?

have you ever had to deal with knowing that your own brother tried to kill the family and then himself?

have you ever completely lost almost every friend you've ever had?

have you ever sat beneath the stars hoping god will hear?

have you ever covered up guilt by doing a good deed?

have you ever considered suicide as the only way?

have you ever tried to hide yourself behind the things you say?

have you ever wanted to protect your friends and everyone in sight?

have you ever felt such pain that you cried yourself to sleep at night?

have you ever lived my life?
spent one minute in my shoes?
if you haven't then tell me why
you judge me as you do....