IM OVER YOU, I SWEAR

I say to my self i swear I\\\'m over u i am i really am, well thats what i tell everyone but if i was over u i wouldnt be sittin here thinkin bout u crying. god i swear please make me stop crying help me to forget about him cause I\\\'m tired of going to school watchin those girls whith there boyfriends holdin each other when its cold and laughin, because i remember when i used to do that and it was with u. I\\\'m tired of coming home crying myself to sleep because i do not have u. I\\\'m tired of picking up my phone wanting to hear ur voice telling me it is okay no matter what happens that ur here, but those r just old voices of u in the back of my mind. but I\\\'m over i am so over u but then again I\\\'m not. u see the pain u,ve put me through. do u see that u make me put the knife to my wrist. do u see that u make me wanna die everyday that i dont here or see u. i cant even eat my food without throwing up cause it disgusts me that I\\\'m still here crying for u. when i say I\\\'m over u but i turn around and I\\\'m in the very familiar place i was in a minute ago. but here i go moving on this time i swear i am I\\\'m cutting my heart out throwing it in the trash can and saying to myself, Brianna dont look back please u dont need it no more theres no one for u to love and theres no one to love u. so here i am saying i swear I\\\'m over this is the last time, that in thirty seconds those are gonna be my final words and thoughts. that there arent gonna be any words spoken of u no more not at all not even a thought ur in my past and never in my present. im sure u said those same exact words about me but u said right after u broke up wit me and hung up the phone thats just the kind of person u are. but over i really am i swear to u i am ur gone erased from my heart u were nuthin but a peace of sh*t u were nobody u see i am over i finally am i can go on with my life cause im so over................but im not im really not over i want i love u i need u im really not over u i swear im not

this is just my feelings about my ex its been inside for along time but im finally gettting them out. and im finally getting over him i swear i am lol u dont have to comment if u dont want to but thanks for takin ur time and readin it.

bri-bri