SHE IS STIL HERE

SHE IS STILL HERE

The doctor said your mom is sick
She is really sick
He said "she can not be cured"
No pills are found yet
And more time is not an option
I didn't believe, didn't want to
I said its not true! It can't be

Day by day passed by so quickly
As I stood by her bed day and night
Watching her sleeping
But one day my body collapse
So they took me home
When I opened my eyes I went back

But she wasn't there
The doctor said
Your mom is no longer here
I yelled and I yelled praying and
Praying that she would be here
I ran to her room but she wasn't there

As her body lays so peacefully
In her wooden coffin
I blame myself for the lost time
I felt a sleep, I wasn't there,
She left without saying goodbye
But maybe that was her plan

She always carried for others
More then for herself
she didn't want anyone to see her go
She just didn't want anyone to suffer
And now we're are here saying goodbyes

Oh God she looks so beautifully pure
I want to give a last kiss
But I didn't
I didn't want to say goodbye

I was hoping it was just a dream
A dream that would end soon
I'll open my eyes, and she'll be here
I stood by her coffin with closed eyes
But nothing happened

Then I yelled as hard as I could
MOM open your eyes
Please I'm still here
You can't leave me
You are my MOM
You promised me to be here!
But I was wrong
She didn't leave
She is still here
She lives in my heart
Day and Night

Smiling down, protecting,
Comforting, guiding
Just like when her body was here

I realized nothing changed
MOM YOU ARE IS STILL HERE