USELESS...

THOSE WERE YOUR WORDS THE OTHER DAI...DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT WEN YOU SAY THOSE WORDS ..I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF?YOU SAY IM STUPID...SLOW....AND SO MUCH MORE THAT HURTS ME....DON YOU THINK IVE HAD ENOUGH?....I WANNA LIVE MY LIFE WITH MY OWN MISTAKES ...AND I\'LL TELL YOU NOW THAT UR NOT ALWAYS GOIN TO PREVENT THAT....Y LIVE LIFE WHEN YOU CANT HAVE AN EXPERIENCE DURIN\' YO LIVIN\'?WHATS THE POINT?....I FEEL USELES..I FEEL UNLOVED...I FEEL LIKE DYING AT TIMES......BUT THE ONLY THING THAT REALLY STOPS ME IS THE REST OF MY FAMILY...I HATE IT HERE...I WISH I COULD JUS GO AND LIVE LIFE LIKE I WANT TO....BUT CAN I?NOPE....I STAY HERE..MAKIN IT WORSE FOR MYSELF.....WAT AM I TO DO NOW>?
BETTER NOT HOPE IM DEAD BY NXT WEEEK CUZ TO LET YOU KNOE NOW IM TIRED...TIRED OF IT ALL.......JUS MAKE IT GO AWAY PLZ... IM BEGGIN YOU.....ANYONE?....HELP ME PLZ....!