Drifting away, in an endless sea.
Death is all I think about today, why can't you let me be?
Lies you told, so hard and cold.
Lies that make me feel brittle and old.
The pain I feel, is everlasting, is real.
The darkness I see, is overwhelming me.
The day I die, will you cry?, will you even bother to miss me?
When the rain comes pouring down,you will never see me again, I will never be found.
Drifting so far from here, to a land full of fear.
Waiting for the light. Not putting up much of a fight.
I lost all hope, I lost all faith.
I lost my soul. I'm all over the place.
I go where Angels sing, where bells always ring.
I'm drifting away, you may never see.
I'm gone just beacuse you never loved me.
I'm drifting, I'm lost.
But to what cost?
You never looked. You never bothered.
Why on earth did you have to be my mother.
My tears of black, my tears of gold.
I can never turn back, I will never unfold.
I'm drifting to a place of dreams. So I can no longer hear your screams.
The blood is flowing, my life is gowing.
The tears tell stories of all the hurtful years.
I'm drifting because of all the changes.
It's so sad how life rearranges.
I take a moment. I take a day.
I take a lifetime but what the hey.
I'm drifting, but maybe its my time.
I'm not old, not in my prime.
My blood is young, fresh and warm.
I see it flowing from my arm.
Drifting on a sea of darkness and of blood.
I never could hold on, but I'm lost in the flood.
A flood of your tears, but they are lies.
I'm drifting away, and close my eyes.