Im falling apart
and your not here to stop it
im losing control of myself
and theres no one to help
why wont you you come back
cant you see that behind my mask im internally dyin?
that my soul has shattered into fragments of nothingness?
im slipping away slowly but surly into myself further away from this life into the darkness i fade
the black deep nothingness is engulfing my brain
i cant think straight
my eyes get blury as my vision starts to fail me
i hear my heart skip a few beats here and there
i can still feel a trace of blood escaping the slit i made right down my wrist
i say good-bye to this world as my body drops somewhere in this place you call earth
but sure enough im not in it
and i dont plan to ever be again
because now my soul has been set free to go to the heavens above where god will embrace me and welcome me back home
