Please come back daddy

I scream into my pillow
because i lost the only one i could trust
you gave up your job and family
on a mission of lust

i cry my silent tears
while i force a happy smile
I haven't seen you in 4 years
Now I almost can't remember your face.

I don't want to forget you
or begin a game of hide and find
I'm scared to lose you
little things about you slip from my mind.

You left just when i need you the most
you cant imagine the nights i couldn't sleep
and the little knickknacks you forgot
that I needed to keep

Daddy, i want to forgive you
and say it will all be okay
every time i think i will
i think back to that day

To the day i came home from school
and you and Max were no where to be found
thats when i knew it was because of me
that you were no longer around

if only I was a better daughter
and listened to everything you said
things wouldn't be so hard
you would be here instead

I don't know when you're coming back
make it soon your causing me strife
or at least within a year
before i start my college life

please know you left me stranded
in a place i feared
i was out of control
because before you were the one that steered

so re-enter my world
I'm begging you
its getting to hard
i don't know what to do

but the choice is yours and yours alone...