This is What i feel..Part III

Word after Word you text
My heart starts to twist and turn
Every time you shut me down
My hear just starts to burn

To feel like I'm being used
like you don't want me alive
But like Cascada said
"Without you its hard to survive"

A hammer just slams on my heart
and it makes me stand 2 ft tall
But just like Cascada said
"You make me rise when I fall"

I use her lyrics to express me
because thats what i felt for you
but could you sing that song
Right in my face and it be true

I could stare in your eyes
and say every single verse
This is what i feel
love is my Curse

But these feelings i still kinda have
But yet i cant feel them all
Because now you are gone
You cant catch me when i fall

Your hands are too busy
Busy for some other guy
Shhhhhhhh!! Quiet
Just don't tell another lie

Don't say You don't like him
I know its a lie
Please just don't make it worser
it will just make my heart fry

At once i couldn't imagine you gone
But now here i stand and its here
You are gone away from me
Look at this dripping tear

This tear that drips down my cheek
Look at it and stare
I want you take a good look
as it drops in the air

You watch it fall to the ground
and you get stuck in depression
but now i gotta tell you something
My own little confession

I stand here right now
theres something i must confess
The truth is without you
I'm just a terrible mess

But don't feel so sorry
No i want you to just look
Look at what i gave you
and look at what you took

One of those things
Were my very bumping heart
that you just had to rip up
and tear it all apart

So what am i left with now
I'm just left with being sad
As you can just lay back and sit
and you can just be glad...

I don't want you leave though
and if u do, only comes the knife
Like Cascada said
"I can't let you go
I Want you in my life"....

So now you took anther look
another look that is real
and now you see some more
This is what i feel....