Why is it like this...

Why are you
always fighting I need
a loving family not a war zone

I can't help but to
be sad and cry
I'm sorry I can't be stronger
I need happiness around me

To be happy
you want me to be
happy you want me
to be the little girl

I used to be the one
who only cried when I got a small cut that was always healed with your
kiss but I'm not so care free

why can't you just accept me
instead of trying to change me
I cry at night and try to not
hear your fights the noise

it carries from your room to mine
my my heart is broken
for more than one reason
I try to be happy

For you I put on
a smile but inside
I know it's fake
why won't I wake

This can't be real
cause of the way I feel
like it's no big deal
like my pain doesn't matter

ok I know it's not all
rhyming and stuff but
it's how I feel and that's what
counts to me.

~Katie a Broken Heart~