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by x. Sleeping Beauty .x Feb 28, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
I wish i didn't have to do this. If only i could forget. Then i wouldn't have to walk away. With all of these regrets. I'm waiting for you to stop me. And tell me everything is OK. But i cant wait forever. Not even another day. I'm sick of pretending. And hoping that you care. Because i know you don't. So now i just stare. Stare into nothing. The nothing i will soon call home. The nothing you never see. The nothing I've always known. You sometimes ask whats wrong. Pretending that you worry. But theres always something wrong. And I'm always sorry. So now i have to leave. Pick up my feelings and say goodbye. But one thing before i go. I promise you'll never see me cry.