No1 PRETENDS to care

I may appear to be smiling
But I assure you its not real
No one will ever know of
The pain I really feel

It seems like just a wild disease
Depression falling over me
Its now getting hard to breath
And no one seems to see

Its like no one care enough to notice
Like No one wants to know
Your all judge mental bastards
I wont let my feelings show

Do you realize what your doing?
You don�t seem to care
Smuggle me with your feelings
Your feelings that aren\'t even there

I struggle to hold the tears back
And does any one even notice?
No one even PRETENDS to care