My Reasons For Letting Go

Baby please listen I have somethin to say
I know this might seem off point but its on my mind today
Before I let It eat at me and never let you know
I gotta give you my reasons, reasons for letting go
I love you know doubt sweetie never question that
But something just aint right i think we need acknowledge that
You say I put life before you and I don't see how
You could think somethin means more to me then you right now
I need to let you into to my heart but I'm afraid that you will see
The perfect little person is not who I really be
I been going through some things I never told you about
But since we aint together Its time I let them out
Baby lifes been hard for me if you could only see the scars
Emotionally and physically i don't see how I made it this far
The past of love has caused me to let my best lover go
That lover is you baby just in case you wanted to know
My heart was cold as stone until I met you
I don't think anyone could love me like you do
My feelings for you are so strong they always seem to flow
I know this doesn't really explain my reasons for letting go
To put it plain and simple I don't wanna make you feel
That all this has been a game or that any of it wasn't real
I love you so much ya heart is gives you a heavenly glow
Me not being good enough is one of many reasons for letting go

*This is for my best friend and even better lover. Understand that you have givin me everything and I feel like I have givin you nothing....I apologize.*