Baby baby, its just so wrong what he did and so is the fact that his sickness has to be with you for the rest of your life. I love you so much and it makes me so angry at him and what he did, if he wasn't dead I'd torture him till he died. I hate the idea that what hes done is still with you, even when your with shane who loves you like you love him - completely : )
love you baby, now and forever
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stay strong and I'm here for you
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