Confusion takes over my brain
it mixes up what i think, feel
it blocks any emotions i have
and i know why
because i miss you
i still love you
i want you back
can't concentrate on one thing
I'm a bundle of nerves
i want to laugh
to cry
to scream out in pain
but ever so collected i stay
to show you I'm together
that I'm calm
that I'm happy
that what we had doesn't mean anything to me like it did you
but what you don't see is that i cry every night for you
that a simple saying could bring back your memory
oh how i wish for it to leave me in piece
how i wish to never have met you
but then i would have loved you
to experience pure joy
to experience love, happiness
it's a battle in my head
i want you, i still love you
i hate you, i never want to see you again
