Always

I don't know how to tell you,
I just wish that you knew,
How much it is i love you,
But you don't have a clue,
You know who you are
But there is one thing you cannot see,
And what that is exactly,
Is the pain you're causing me,

There are things i want to say,
And things i wish i never had,
But all you want to do is play,
And love is what you'll never understand,
My heart is burning,
Deep, deep within,
Please exhaust these flames,
Before my soul caves in,

It's been over a year,
From when i first met you,
But now I will overcome my darkest fear,
And tell you how much I love you,

There is only one answer that i want,
And that is for you to tell the truth,
Whether it's what i want or not,
At least I'll know where i stand with you,

I cannot sleep,
As my eyes are filled with tears,
And as I write this,
My heart trembles with horrific fears,
There is one mistake that i have made,
And that is dreaming to be with you,
And what i have now grasped,
Is that my dreams will never come true.

But if my dreams never come true,
Then what do i have to gain,
If the love i wish to give you,
Brings me nothing but pain,
But I must face my fears,
And I must face you,
No matter what happens,
I will always be in love with you.