I'll do it again

Unexplained shadows..
voices unknown..
hearing someone breathing..
but being alone..

a tingle, a chill..
a hair raising wind..
a soft cold touch..
I feel it again...

no, this can't be
I saw you were dead.
Your casket was buried.
Dirt lay upon your head.

I see your face,
A white silhouette..
I thought you were gone..
but your not done yet..

Everyday I see you
In the night, in the day..
More then a shadow.
But what? I can't say.

Why don't you move on.
You know I didn't mean to do it..
You hit me first..
The gun, I just beat you to it.

Its self defense I said..
They all pitied me..
They took down my statement
then let me go free..

Now things are happening
I can't explain..
I hear you moan
And call out my name.

I killed you once
I'll do it again..
Holding this gun
a .45 in my hand.

Why won't it stop.
The shouting and screaming.
I wake up in sweat..
My closed wounds are bleeding..

I drank a fifth of Jim,
and before I was through
I passed back out..
For a day or two..

When I woke up..
The voice were gone..
Finally it's over..
Your ghost has moved on..

Hold on, Whats that..
I smell your cologne..
Maybe I've gone crazy..
But still not alone..

You walk in the door..
You tell me your sorry..
For all of the times..
For making me worry..

Was this all a dream..
All this time you were gone..
Was I just asleep..
I guess I was wrong..

I lifted my head
To give you a kiss
And in that moment..
I made a vow of this..

I'll be with you..
Till death do us part..
But watch how you treat
and handle my heart..

I'm not afraid..
To be alone in the end..
I killed you once..
I'll do it again...

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